I'm sorry everyone but things are getting out of my ego's control.
I never wanted my spirit animal to be a wolf, because it's ridiculously common yet unaccepted. I can't make sense of that. But I strongly feel mine is.
When I was little I always strongly believed I was a dog, I was practically raised by dogs. But I acted more like a wolf. I told my mum "I have dog's blood". During the most spiritual year of my life I developed an affinity for wolves which was swiftly crushed upon urbanization. Reconnecting with my soul I draw how I feel on the inside. I was like "It's a fox! No, it's a coyote! Oo I know it's a dog!" I thoroughly explored all those options. No, it's not even a dog. What breed would I be anyway? It looks too wild. Wolfdog? Nah. Well now I'm watching documentaries about wolves. I've never seen one in real life but everything in my heart and mind points to it. I've spent YEARS almost always trying to figure this out. Looking at my ancestors this makes sense too.
I will find out sooner or later.
Some people say I look like a cat, I love cats but hell naw!